Wednesday 4 December 2013

#4 Messed up

Hi ..... Its me , Matthew again . Well , I'm kinda moody tonight . I don't how I got this messed up feeling . I don't know how to describe it . Its just like everyone in this world has abandoned me and left me alone . I don't know , is like people have no faith in me anymore . My family seems to be different to me now . I don't know how describe it . It is so messed up that I don't know what to do . Tears just flow out and I don't know what to do except crying .

People seems to not believe in me anymore . I have been trying my best to give my best to the family . But I just feel lonely somehow and the only person that I can communicate is my mum . But I'm afraid . I don't know exactly what I'm afraid of but ..... they seems like they don't understand me anymore .....

From ,
ME
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(Sad Night)

Tuesday 3 December 2013

#3 Genting Highland !! Part 2

Heee , hihi once again , *^▁^* . I'm kinda addicted to blogging now :P . Hahahah , well . Back to where we left on the previous one :3 . After our dinner at Bubbles&Bites , we went outside the plaza for a walk at the garden n took some pictures , hahaha . When we all are posing , some fella (not sure who said that) asked us to pose like a typical asian , Hahah . Everyone was rushing to pose and the award of most typical asian goes to .... *drum roll ... Woei Huang , hahahah . Wonder who is he ? Let me show you a picture of him , :3

Oh gosh !!!! Whats wrong with my phone , I can't put any picture here !!! T_T . My goodness . Oh well , he did really look like a typical asian , hahaha . Trust me , when you see that picture , you will be laughing off your ass man !!! :P . And not to forget , he is a good man :3 . Although he kinda has a kid looking , hahaha

After that , we meet up with Mr Kang who just came out from the casino and watched HomeFront with him , :) . The movie was basically awesome !! As always , cause Jason Statham was the main character of the movie , ♥_♥ . Hahaha , I always envy him cause he has got a muscular body and an awesome martial arts skills . He is just ..... God , hahahah . After the movie , most of them was asleep after we went back to the room . But , me , yee hsuen and jing xiang was still wide awake , so we decided to head to the coffee bean nearby and kill time , :3 . I ordered a caramel machiatto , and it taste awesome !!! Hahahah , we chat and chat and chat till 5.30am in the morning and headed back to sleep .

Well , this sums up my first or perhaps second day of my trip ? Hahaha :P . Sorry ya , I can't do anything with the picures which is kinda sad !!! T_T . I shall see you all in the next blog ya :P . Its 2307 hours now and I hope more people will read my blog *^▁^*

Monday 2 December 2013

#2 Genting Highland !!!



Hihi all !!!! Its me again xD . Hahahah , this person up there is Mr Kang , my Pengajian Am teacher . I don't know what to say about him . He is just simply awesome !!! Although sometimes he can be a jerk , hahah . But still , we all love him so much .

This is the second time I visit Genting Highland with him and bunch of my classmates and friends , heee . We took off from KTM station around 7.30 and arrive the about 10.15


Soon after our breakfast , we went to the garden downstairs , it was sinply awesome
and relaxing , :) . People who are going to visit here should pay a visit thou , Hahaha . This picture reminds me of how Mr Kang called some random people to take the picture of us , hahahaha . 'Boy , boy , come help us take us take picture' . This was what he said , hahahaha . Although some of us are not from the same class , but this trip definitely bonded us together alot , :3


Meet Natasha !!! One of the two girls that went Genting with us , hahaha . Erm , my first impression on her was .... kinda not good . Cause she always look angry , but after this trip , damn !!! I know her , she is just like me !! XDD . High like hell , and friendly as well :3 . She kinda gives me n support me with the idea of writing blog :3 . Hahaha , once again thanks :P .

She is yee hsuen , president of the librarian . AKA , kaichou !!! . Hahahaha , kaichou means president in japanese . Since then , her name is kaichou !! XDD . Hahaha , she is a very mature and friendly . Trust me , when she is angry , is GG.com for us man , hahahaha . She is a good friend too , she talked to me alot although most of the time is all about anime and some weird topic :P . Keep your awesomeness (not sure if I spelled it right) . Hahahah , yee hsuen , you're cool like this :P 


We took some pictures at Genting Hotel and went back to our room to get ready for dinner . The restaurant we went that day is Bubble&Bites . Is kinda an Italian restaurant and the food served there is delicious and their services are good . But they say , everything comes with a price . So do this meal , it costs us alomst RM 700 . Hahahah , but think of the food and your stomach . Its worth it , :3 . See the blue colour drink upthere ? Its blueberry vodka . Mr Kang ordered that , and he gathered some of us to sit front there with him to drink together , :3 . To be honest , the vodka is so awesome . Although it is quite expensive ::>_<:: . 

OMG , this blog is so long !! ::>_<:: . Well , I'm gonna stop my typing here . But there will be part 2 . Hahaha , stay tuned ya human xD

#1 My sad memory

Hi , how are you out there , someone ? :) . It has been one month since you left me . To be honest , I'm still trying to get over and live my life without you :) . After all , that half a year relationship did has some impact on me :) . I hope you are good with him now . I wish you all the best and I hope you are always happy . All the memories we had , is now meaningless . I will to forget about you as soon as possible :)

Still remember what I did in prom ? It was a great experience and it was my first time doing that for a girl . When you first left me , I stuffed myself with foods , filled all my times with books and anime . But whenever Im trying to fall asleep , all the memories hits me . I have to keep studying and watch anime till early morning to put myself into bed .

At first , it was hard for me to accept . Everything happened so sudden and I just keep on crying , crying and crying . I neglected kinda lots of my studies and just keep my head straight . But on the other side , I thank God for giving many good friends . They check up on me from time to time and cheered me up . To be honest , without them , I think I'm still a crybaby till today :) . Really thank u , appreciated it .

So yeah , elleny . I hope you are happy with him now and all the best :) . Although you refuse to talk to me . But , just want to let you know . Thank you for everything :) .

I will saddle up and live my life , no worries :)
Hi Hi everyone xD . I'm Matthew and I'm 18 this year !!! :B . I'm new to blog , so teach me more a , xD . Heee , nice to meet you all and Thank U natasha for helping me in my blog :3 . I think my blog journey starts here *^▁^*